have i always been a worry wart? and if so, does that mean i have been in complete denial about being worried? and if that is true, does that mean that the happy-go-lucky view i have had of myself for all this time is completely off base and every personality profile i have ever done is completely wrong?
just writing this helps me see that this is completely ludicrous and that maybe the problem is that people that value fun and freedom become worried and stressed when they find themselves in a life of schedules and responsibility.
only three months til summer and i can go back to my less structured and more spontaneous lifestyle.